Vent siggy is soggy

I sent in a report to tumblr and it said to reply to the email and I did but then, they sent me??? another email?? after i sent a reply??

like what the hell

 

God is testing us....

 

im mostly upset cuz now i wont be seen unless someone looks through my tag to see something linking back to me, and like, i still see the person i dont like show up in my tag :'|

 

kind of tmi but is it a form of dysphoria when im a bit horny but i wish i had a dick??
idk i really just, i have days where i wish i had a dick but i dont want to fully be a guy either? like i guess it's why i say im nonbinary but,, idk.

i dont like this feeling

 

somehow i feel like thats half why i kind of like drawing large dicks, just so i can think about it more, idk.

 

idk how much of a common trans thing it is, but ll the anecdata I have suggests yes.

 

gender is so weird liz :'|

its like i enjoy being what i am but i also wish i had like, idk a different genital but kept my breasts too?? idk what that means at this point, but i guess its why i like certain kinks and or fetishes and i really liked the homestuck fandoms take on the trolls anatomy

 

Yeah same hat!

I like the bits I got, I just which I had an add on option lol.

 

same hat thirding

 

the largest hat for wishing to switch out bits!!!!

 

so uh

we got mold damage in our bathroom and our insurance wont help because we didnt have mold coverage since 2005 :)

:) they never told us we never had it this whole time up until we had a problem

:) we have to pay out of fucking pocket.

:) it would be about 5k to 7k maybe


:) we do not have that money.


:)

 

Ffffffucking bullshit insurance is such a rip off.

 

I'm a bit bummed cuz i always see people say keep cats inside and yeah i agree but i also have one cat who 100% grew up as an outdoor cat most of his life and i cannot keep him inside because he gets restress and irritable and he'll pee on things until we let him out.

like the only time we'd keep him in is when theres bad weather because i dont want my fucking cat outside during bad weather.

like im not as worried for him either cuz we're in a neighborhood that has little other animals who can hurt him aside cats and he stays in certain areas, and even then it's okay i suppose. im just ugh.

 

here i am always afraid of drawing fanart to the point of crying lol..

I just don't think i can like, properly make what i used to make in fanart quality anymore, i feel burnt out, especially since im afraid of fandoms now so im just


tired..

 

I made twice the amount i did last year and honestly idk how i can deal with this jkldfshg

taxes will be very fun this year... :')

 

honestly it's not the fact i pay taxes, im fine with that, but it's the fact that i legit have no fucking money to pay them because every time i attempt to save SOMETHING, even a little, something always comes up and i have to spend it, because??? i have no credit card???? like lol i have no money to fall back on, i'm poor.

 

If you're under the poverty level then most likely you can claim a ton of deductions.

 

i checked what the poverty line for florida is for an individual and i made above it OTL the reason why i have nothing is cuz i live with my family so all my earnings go to them, so, idk, maybe i can still say something about that? :'|

 

Okay Florida is weird n how they handle taxes. I think your parents can still technically claim you as a dependant?

 

no they dont, it's cuz i do my own taxes so i cant be claimed as a dependent on them :'|