Yells about tumblr. Guess this is where I'll be blogging all my art and screenshots and worldbuilding and stoofs for now :o 13 hour work day and there WAS NO WORK TO BE DONE so i just got paid money to work on my comics/World Anvil articles all day >_> score.
Making some progress on rp icons for Acantha for dwrp. High quality garlic for a group of garleans friends me and my friends play.
Ugh I’m hungry but I don’t want to get up out of my chair and go outside to get a bagel. I guess I’ll see how long I can go before it’s distracting and I’ll make one of my freezer dinners that I’ve got in the office kitchen. I’ll probably grab something later when partner and I go to see the ice sculptures in Copley square after work.
Everyone at my work is adorable and it’s not hard to socialize with them and it’s WEIRD in a good way. Autism brain is pleased.
god. x__X got given more meds by my doctor today. I wanted to leave the dr's appointment using less meds not more ;_; now i have to deal with a new geneticist AND a new neurologist because pcp gave me referrals to NEW ones because the first ones were made of poop and incompetency. sigh. on the way home i met a cute new artist i now follow on instagram at the art store who also uses copics. her characters are a adorable and she likes undertale woo
That feel when you get a shitty doctor/geneticist and they give you Generalized Hypermobility Syndrome diagnosis but you meet the criteria for EDS and just. lies on the floor. I'm so tired of fighting for the care I need/deserve. 'The criteria for EDS is so subjective, every doctor will have a different opinion' --Actual Geneticist who can't even test for things correctly. The biggest load of zebra shit i've ever heard.
Workin on some maps today for some worldbuilding things I'm doing. It's really fun so far, will probably post them here when I've got some of the geographic stuff figured out. Otherwise I'm working on getting all my characters in ffxiv to at least Heavensward. Got a new glam for Akiv'a last night before raid, which is honestly a miracle. He's been wearing the exact same glam for 3 years because most of the caster gearsets so far isnt anything he'd wear ICly. But 4.5 dropped a few things for him he can wear, including: Spoiler: this new glam Got Delphinius to Heavensward, and Faye's sitting at Stone Vigil. Gotta run some PotD for her before moving on.
I'm so used to seeing him in the Midan Coat that the light color makes me do a double take. XD He looks so good tho!
Uuughhnnn I’m so tired. But I need to do a 12 hour day at work to make up for the hours I missed last week. Uuugh but also yet again there’s no work to do today and supervisor isn’t here so I guess I’ll just work on creative stuff if I can focus. The upside to my job (data entry) is that it's flexible, so if there isn't anything for me to mail out or type up into the system, I can do my own thing until something comes in. All my bosses bring books or browse facebook for hours on really slow days. So, doing art and writing looks productive at least lol. I really just want to lie on the floor and fall asleep. Coworker says there’s a wellness room in the building to take a nap. Might try that if I crash hard. Least I’m getting somewhere with my map that I’m making. Time to do some history posts for it.
Spoiler: Some vague medical whining Also having really crappy digestive issues where I’m unable to keep food down and minor chest pain. Can my doctors please for the love of frick sit down and take me seriously and try to figure out what’s going on. At least sour gummi worms are helping?? No clue why rofl but I'll take it.
I’m hecking cold af right now. This is not an experience I’ve had very often before as cold is my preferred temperature experience. Not a fan of EXTREME cold I guess. Boston pls.
I had to talk to my supervisor over the phone about a new project and I was hardcore falling asleep the whole time ;-; I feel bad about it. And I hope I remember what he said when I start that project.
HHrhrfhf finally have some work to do at work, so now i don't have to feel guilty being here my full hours without anything to do lmao. Once the work is done, I'm gonna get back to writing. Spoiler: hypermobility/health issues On my way to work today I freaking dislocated a bone in my foot because i was trying to keep my backpack out of the boot puddles on the train and BOY HOWDY did it fuckin hurt til i got it back in. Why in the FRICK body. JUST WHY. Also my eyeballs nearly froze i stg. i hate winter omg. Lordy though I wonder how many of my alts i can get through stormblood before shadowbringers drops. GUESS WE WILL FIND OUT.
Spoiler: Medical Crap Last wednesday I went to the cardiologist and he gave me a zio patch heart monitor and the guy who put it on me was like 'if it falls off before 2 weeks are up, pls call this number on the packet'. now, I'm allergic to most adhesives. I'm allergic to this one. I dont know if its related or not, but they also dont stay stuck to my skin. I've used sports tape for my joints before and it literally would start peeling off within 20 minutes. its supposed to last for a week. This stupid zio patch started peeling off last thursday. a frigging single day after they put it on and im just like ... cardiologist, MY BRO, these methods are not gonna work. cry. so now im itchy and failing the test. ;_; I cant get this patch wet right, according to this person who put it on me, and was like 'take 5 minute showers' and im like ...dude, I can't do that, because I get faint and fall asleep in the shower all the time, usually for an hour. so. because I know this about myself, and because i grew up around medical stuff cuz of my foster brother I know how to cover up something like a zio patch or a port or central line, so i set that up. cover it. but then I have to use water proof tape to keep on the waterproof dressing. This tape is 100% water proof, but again, it sticks because adhesive. so it starts peeling off my skin in the shower five minutes later and I'm just AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH, frdhkjhg I'm not sure why nothing will stay stuck to me.
Okay got home and slept for 3 hours and I feel a tad better. gonna try to stomach some cereal. And then swatch my 3 new watercolour palettes. I fucking LOVE Prima watercolours *_*
I also need to remember to finish my Jane Davenport Watercolour collection. I have an obsession with watercolours <_>