My attention is kinda elsewhere at the moment. It has been for a while and I probably should have posted earlier, but I don’t really know why this sort of thing happens or have any guess about how long it will last. I felt hesitant because for all I know it could end right after I post this. But as far as I know for now, I’m not keeping up with any discussions, and I probably won’t see pings or alerts. I will continue posting occasionally but may take a very long time to see any responses. I’m not intentionally ignoring anyone and it won’t be forever, but I figured I might want to actually say something.
I’m having a hard time right now. I’m going to leave. @ZeroEsper hit me up on discord if you would like, bud
I'm not going to be around much for the moment. Work is busy, and adjusting to a new job is quite a handful
I do not post here very much anymore but I want to say that I'm all right, because I don't want to vanish without saying anything and have people wonder if something bad happened. I have a new job I don't hate, a great relationship, meds that work(ish) and am about to move to a new place. Obviously there are still problems but I think I'm going to be OK. (this sounds like a dramatic goodbye but it really isn't. I don't plan to leave for good, I just realized I was posting like once every six months lmao)
i've realized i'm having trouble consuming any social media without unintentionally triggering myself, so i'm electing to take a break until i feel i personally can both be productive and contribute positively here
hey so like I kinda took an unannounced hiatus from kintsugi and I'm sorry I didn't say anything before. I going to try to be around more, especially in the void. I might try catching up on some threads, so sorry if I end up clicking a react in a really old post. I'm not good at timestamps :p
Heheh, yeeeah.... ^//^ I kind of depression isolated myself without really meaning to? I went 'eh I don't have the spoons to check Kintsugi for today" for like 4-5 days in a row and then it became "I don't have to spoons to read back" and then it was like "well now it's just awkward" plus the spoons issue and whoops ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ I did it on my discords too, just not as long, but it did happen like multiple times lol Still not feeling great, but isolation is bad for me, and feeling helpful makes me feel good, so here we are lol
taking a mental-health break from this site for a little, since the way I've been engaging with it lately hasn't been healthy
