So, this saturday, my family + 1 are leaving for dublin, ireland on saturday. the problem is, even this late in the game, im not sure i want to even go or not. I feel like the only reason im going is because my mom cornered me and made me make up my mind even though i wasnt ready to. Its really ridiculous, i think they pushed me into going because they dont think i can take care of myself at home, even though i managed to take of myself at college (I even managed to take better care of myself there). How can i enjoy a once in a lifetime trip when im still wavering?
