hey. some of you may have known me from tumblr, when i was in an extremely rough place. i've been trans since i can remember, it feels like it's an essential part of me, it feels like it's always been who i am. if i could describe it as a physical thing, i would. i wish i could. i love the concept of connection. as a person, i feel that i have wanted my role to be as one who unites people, and makes different people feel comfortable together. as much as i want to believe there is something different in my brain, i will never be able to prove it. sometimes i feel disdain for how much people are missing and how they don't care for or see what i see. sometimes if you want to talk to me, i would appreciate being talked to in private. i have a way of reading ill intent into other's statements. there are good aspects and bad aspects to me but i'm kintsugijin and that means we get put back together when we fall apart.