I'm really pissed off about this. Just warning y'all. So, my moirail came into town this weekend. I ended up spending maybe half-an-hour with her before she departed. She spent it with her (abusive) family. But that's okay! She needs to prove to them that she loves them so they don't act like complete and total abusive cunts! Plus, I have plans to go up and visit her for almost a full week in April. It is important to note that I didn't plan for this specific date. One of the things that happen in my job is that my clients will periodically leave to visit family, leaving me with no hours to work. So, this was a window presented to me by one of my clients going out of town. I informed my moirail the moment I found out(about a month agao) and we have both been looking forward to my visit. Back to today. We were chatting and bemoaning how little time we got to see each other this trip, when she asks, when exactly was I coming down. Not offended or anything, because my brain's kinda mush and my communication skills are suffering for it. So I inform her that I'm coming down the first thursday, and leaving the following tuesday. "Easter weekend?" "I guess. I don't know when Easter is, but I'm coming the first weekend in April, so if it's that weekend, then yes?" "I promised my grandma I would come down for Easter. She has been begging me about it." "... what? When are you coming down???" "We haven't decided exactly, but probably Saturday and leaving Sunday." *insert breif arguing and discussion of how exactly that would work* What is our current working plan? Why, it's for me to drive 4 hours up to see her on thursday, drive back down(her grandma lives in the same area as me) with her on Saturday. Drive back up with her on Sunday, and then I drive back home on Tuesday. And I am just fucking pissed. I do not want to spend 16 fucking hours in a fucking car. I do not want to spend ANY of that time with her family. I do not like her family. I moved out with her to get her away from her family. I do not want to be exhausted because I have to spend 4 hours in a bloody car every few days. I WANT TO SPEND TIME WITH MY MOIRAIL. And I am pissed because she chooses her family over me, a lot. She has to prove something to them, while my love is free. And I am bitter and angry. Maybe if I was abusive and manipulative, MAYBE I could have some of her time instead of getting thrown aside all the time. I am just so fucking pissed and hurt. And yes, we are moirails. She is the only person who makes me happy. I want her happy. And I'm not going to throw this shit at her, because that's exactly what her family would do. I just... ugh!