I have no idea what this even means. Who is the person who's unable to understand what someone's talking about? Who's doing this? What makes you think the thing is a lie? Why is it your agency and not the agency of one of the other people involved? Like, maybe slow down, and stop using so many pronouns. Identify specific people, by screen name, when making these claims, so someone who isn't you can follow along with what you said. You really do come across as sort of marginally psychotic. If you're on some kind of drugs, or you're drinking, I strongly suggest that you stop, unless it's actual properly-prescribed meds, in which case make sure you're taking the expected dose, and if it's not working, talk to a doctor about it.