so, for, like, forever, i've had difficulty with executive function, which my anxiety made me worse. or vice-versa. anyway, today, i just got really frustrated with it - i mean, i'm frustrated with it all the time but now i'm frustrated enough to talk about it. anyway, the stuff i can't get myself to do, even though i wanna do (none of which is for school or any other kind of professional or educational institution right now): - writing fic - doing art - writing up a Which Kintsugi Member Should You Fight thing - making the fanvid ideas i've had into reality - gif-making haha, i can roleplay but only norm the genie and only when i'm replying to stuff, and i can discuss things (especially norm the genie), so i can at least do some vaguely productive things, even if they both require another person. just, like, fuck this!