I used to have an account and I no longer remember the username or what email address I used. In addition, the PTSD is wonderful at flooding my mind with shame and embarrassment, even though logically I doubt most or anyone would remember me anyway. A new start seemed most preferable. The PTSD has turned me into a hermit both at home and online. It has been especially bad, lately. The agoraphobia. The paranoia. Something in me remembers I should probably reach out to others when in this sort of situation. I remembered this place being nice. And with my social anxiety currently so high, doing this in a place where I'm not a known figure is comforting.