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waaah i don't want to go to the dentist

 

was windows always this obnoxious? did i just not notice before?

i had only one cavity! tried to ask the dentist why i get so many cavities and got only a "too much sugar", which, ok whatever

 

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Spoiler: lotr

i'm amazed how much frodo/sam looks like textbook queerbaiting edit: wait. no, they totally end up in a poly relationship. duh

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Spoiler: realm of the elderlings

 

ugh brain why does getting you to agree to a tiny social interaction have to be such a drama shut the hell up

 

i really need to stOP searching books i haven't finished on tumblr

 

i continue to be terrible at communicating

 

hot anxiety tip: spend all night composing a two-sentence email in your head until you get so bored of it that you actually want to send it

 

I Waited Too Long And I Don't Want To Send It Anymore

 

the sun is back!! the sun! is!! baaaack! :D

 

i did a social today! go me! but also kill me

 

this week is being stupidly long and i'm so tired

 

in other news, drop dead gorgeous still really good


in other other news, i've been getting that "shit, now i gotta engage with the real world. do not want" feeling after spending a while reading, and thus realizing that i hadn't felt like that for a while, and had instead been feeling relatively equanimous about Having To Deal With Things Sometimes. not sure what to do with this ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

 

i had Excessive Coffee and gotta answer an email. which is a terrible combo. which is so dumb. i hate this. i should be at work, too.

 

grumble grumble opengl grumble grumble segfaults grumble grumble

 

that awful, awful feeling when your supposedly deterministic program only draws things some of the times you execute it

 

i have to do an assignment of the type "give me your opinion on <thing>" without a specific deadline and which will be first-impression-forming and this isn't going to end well.

 

*spends like six hours on an inane assignment because It Is Easy Therefore It Must Be Done Perfectly*

 

not super keen on existing, on this here evening

 

woo did the thing. only took 2 weeks of procrastinating

 

the qtimer was null. only the most inanest mistakes, chez iff.