i can't name things and this may become a relevant title

curse the day i decided to take the project option of extending a huge, messy and barely documented program over building my own thing from scratch. curse it

this makes no fucking sense. aaaaaaaaaaaaagggggaghhhhhhhhh

 

writing paper presentations is the actual worst

 

this was so confusing to watch until i realized that it's a class project

 

halfassing is better than zeroassing halfassing is better than zeroassing halfassing is better than zeroassing halfassing is better than zeroassing
communication is good communication is good communication is good communication is good

 

I have to make a long-ass presentation of the most boring paper i have ever read* and I Do Not Like It


*possibly a small sample.

 

i hate this class and i hate that it has three different deadlines over what would otherwise be a pretty bearable finals week

eta: it has also made me use ye olde windows laptop with the shitty network adapter which makes for a just delightful combination with the shitty wifi in this place

further eta: considering* turning in a pdf that just says "you have awful taste in software and i refuse to deal with this".


*not really

 

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somebody buy me some random stationery so i can move on to another procrastination method
eta: also. i figured out that i can get the right-handed notebook experience by turning the notebook upside down. i am so smart
further eta: today i read someone saying that a speaker should consider that their audience is lego people and that's just a great interference (meant lay people)
more: like, how dare jetpens do this to me

 

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ugggghhhhhhhhh

 

i'm so bad at mornings

 

it's 11am and i'm so done with today

 

+ fixed a paperwork snafu
+ had a good cry that had been coming
- cried in front of some dude

 

i super can't handle paperwork

 

i lost track of time and got really sunburnt like an idiot


and i read half a book synopsis and it sounded hella gay.... and then i found the other half synopsis and IT REALLY WASN'T

 

looked at some accepted-to-art-school-portfolio youtube videos and now i'm sad

 

uncharitably annoyed at french people's refusal to listen to my shitty french and their making me listen to their terribly accented english instead

 

the standard description of the effect of onions is that they make you cry, but I'm always like. really? is that really its most salient feature?? how about the searing eye pain???
and i don't actually know if i have a particularly strong reaction, or i'm a weenie, or what

 

i've been taking an intro to art history class (for funsies, part of an art degree that i'm unlikely to actually get) for a month and my impression so far is that art theory is mostly made up of e x t r e m e r e a c h e s and post-hoc reasoning. like i really want to like this class. but. i hope they're just really dumbing it down for undergrads?

 

having a fun evening of whishing i didn't have to occupy space and bother other people with my existence

 

awww that's nice

 

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