Every attempt I've made to support myself has failed. I have successfully had paid employment for two years, part-time, and was fired because the bosses promised me a promotion, found out I didn't have skills needed for the new position which I had never given them any reason to believe I had, and they lacked the budget to train me. In the intervening four years, I've had nothing. My degree is in zoology; there are no animal care positions in any area I can get to without a car, since I can't drive and can't afford a car, and I cannot afford to move away, except for laboratories. I had one interview at an animal research lab and ran out in tears because the treatment of the animals is awful. I got interviews, which got me nothing but wasted bus fare I couldn't afford. I went to multiple coaches who explained how to behave at interviews and did exactly what they said to do and they told me I was wonderful, and I still got nothing. I tried setting up an Etsy shop, and I've had about five people total buy anything from me and it was invariably the tiny samples which were meant to get people to buy the big items, so now I'm a thousand pounds in debt to my parents and stuck with a few dozen bottles cluttering up my home which just will not sell whatever I do. I tried offering fanfic commissions and no one even looked at the post. I tried selling stories on Amazon and the only things which sell make me feel disgusting and take months to write because every sentence has to be dragged out of me like a pulled tooth, and when I got some things up nobody bought them. There is literally not one single solitary thing I can do which will get anyone on Earth to pay me to do it, and I don't know how to become able to, and every attempt just makes me feel more worthless when I inevitably fail. I'm tired of living on benefits and an allowance from my parents because they feel sorry for me.