Vent Irra's Shady Vent Shack

Then I commend you on your incredible acting skills, because wow is that a long con you've pulled with me!

 

As soon as my schizoaffective disorder's paranoia lets up on one thing, it blasts me with another thing. Fuck this paranoia, man.

 

Update: the things have combined.

 

I got a lot done today and I've got more to do. Fuck you, schizoaffective disorder. FUCK YOU. I will not be stopped.

 

Despite some minor paranoia, I think I'm doing okay. I had a nice weekend at home.

Dad wants to reach out to his family and even Mom. My grandmother invited him to a family event at a local restaurant. Clearly she didn't expect he'd be there, but he decided he would. I hope he does reach out to them.

 

My relationship with my father is...really good. Really good. I'm actually happy when I call him, or when he calls me. I'm a little surprised at how good it is, but I'm not complaining. He really seems like he's trying to right the wrongs he's done in his life, and I sincerely hope he can do it.

 

Yeah, fuck this.

He's a fucking predator.

He hit a new low and I think I'm at the point where I can happily, confidently, and willingly tell him to get the fuck out of my life. ​

 

And no, if you're reading this and wondering "is Andy okay" yes Andy is not in harm's way.

Andy is just fucking done.

 

The thing I was going to cut him off for ended up not happening. This is a good thing. My relationship with my mother is also improving, though I still want independence.

 

Anyway, I'm probably not going to use this forum anymore, for a wide number of reasons. A fair amount of things on this board have really creeped me out. And I disagree with the userbase on some pretty fundamental things (I think drawing porn of underage characters is wrong, for example). I think most of you all are good people at heart who want the best, but I don't think this forum is for me.