I'm tired of constantly getting screamed at for every little mistake. I want to go somewhere where I can learn how to be normal instead of an inhuman monster.
what you need is a therapist, psychologist or psychiatrist: someone trained to deal with mental health issues, basically.
i’d also recommend you see a clinical psychologist at some point. several people, myself included, have developed the hunch that you’ve got more than autism going on, and our intuitions have been leading us to similar conclusions
if you live near a uni that has a psych department, student therapists are cheap, very up to date on all the latest psych research, and understand internet culture. i got my autism diagnosis from a student therapist! i liked her even though i only saw her once so if money's an issue and you live near an appropiate uni: consider going to a student pysch
