Fair enough. But I already have a therapist and I don't want you, at this present moment, trying to act as another one, please? You've hurt me and I don't want you in my vicinity trying to help me right now, if that's what you're trying to offer right now. If it's not, my bad, just clarifying in case, cause idk how your brain works. I'll concede that what I said was objectively harmful. I cannot say at present whether or not I really mean it and just shouldn't have said it aloud, or if it was purely a trauma response. I don't know that answer myself. If it makes you feel any better, I'm in mandatory therapy and I am working on it. Thank you for the apology. I'm out now.