It's been pointed out before, but being responsible =/= not being allowed, or being at fault, or anything of the sort. It means that only you can control you, and no one is obligated to take care of you, or apologize for your actions, or anything of the sort. If you cause damage, you're responsible, even if you couldn't help it. The same thing has been pointed out to Alix to death, you're not excused from it either just because you haven't suicide baited anybody. In case you've forgotten, Alix has evaded attempts to block off contact with her and caused be to attempt multiple times. This isn't fucking about Alix, it's about a deliberate troll who knows when they've been fucking froze out and has the self control to back the fuck off. Unless you're claiming you're possessed, no one can actually control how you act or feel, only influence it.