New Year, Old Me, living my best life yeah

Discussion in 'Your Bijou Blogette' started by shellebelle, Jan 2, 2019.

  1. shellebelle

    shellebelle New Member

    I'm bad at titles so sue me.

    The only resolution I am making is to live my best life and I am the only one who decides what that is.

    I hope everyone else has a great year too.

    Go ahead and give me the chit chats, tho I may not reply till the morrow!
     
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  2. Acey

    Acey i am a ring that turns your finger green

    That is a perfect resolution imo!! I hope your new year is swell!
     
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  3. shellebelle

    shellebelle New Member

    and yours as well!
     
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  4. shellebelle

    shellebelle New Member

    UUuuuuuuuugh

    ok so it's been a sort of a crappy time; my self-image/self-esteem/anxiety/depression/ all the bullshits has been terrible and it takes all of my will just to post something. But I need to post something because I am a lonely lil shelle. ;)

    I miss writing so so much but I feel like it won't matter to anyone else whether or not I post or write or...do anything at all, really. I'm underemployed but my resume is crap and even the hubs can't figure out how to make my resume look better. I want to do SO many things but can't seem to get myself to do anything. Once I get home from work I'm just done. I just wish I could get myself out of this rut.

    *flops over* eventually I will be ok but I am not really ok right now.
     
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  5. Acey

    Acey i am a ring that turns your finger green

    Witnessed, depression is such hell. :(

    Hugs if wanted!
     
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  6. shellebelle

    shellebelle New Member

    always wanted! thanks. :)
     
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  7. shellebelle

    shellebelle New Member

  8. Acey

    Acey i am a ring that turns your finger green

    Oh God this is such a mood. *stares at zillions of WIPs and Shiny New Ideas, cries*

    Wishing you the best of luck with that writing juju!
     
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  9. shellebelle

    shellebelle New Member

    I'm just coming back to bring this to the top, I need to be more active somewhere else besides facebook. ;) I'm still struggling with my whole executive function crap. *sigh*
     
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  10. Acey

    Acey i am a ring that turns your finger green

    Executive function crap is the fucking WORST.

    Glad to see you again, though! <3
     
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  11. shellebelle

    shellebelle New Member

    Thanks, Acey! it's been kindof a home to work to home to work rut that has kind of drained my energy. I'm trying to climb back up.
     
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  12. shellebelle

    shellebelle New Member

    It me again. Crawling out from the daily slog to announce a New Project which I am doing with the hubs:



    First episode releases Dec. 1. :)

    Edit: I do not think the website is up quite yet but should be coming this week!
     
    Last edited: Nov 22, 2019
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