Reasons My Kintsugijin is Crying, or; The Weepy Marshmallow Brigade

Discussion in 'General Chatter' started by Choco, Jun 27, 2016.

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  1. Sethrial MacCoill

    Sethrial MacCoill Attempts were made

    One of my friends died yesterday. Heart thing. H wasn't in great health for the last few years. He's a larping friend. It's just starting to hit that I'm never going to see him again.

    I'm running an event today. Two people he fielded with regularly are going to be there. Another two people who he was close to were planning to come, but I don't know if they will now.

    I genuinely don't know how this event is going to go. I have almost everything I need already set up for it. Almost no one at my park had ever met the guy. Shit, man. I'm still kind of in shock.
     
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  2. Loq

    Loq rotating like a rotisserie chicknen

    I'm just barely (two counties) outside the emergence range for brood x :( I want screamy shellfriend summer
     
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  3. Deresto

    Deresto Foolish Mortal

    The end song of doctor horrible's sing-along blog always gets me. Im not gonna elaborate more because if you listen to it without watching the movie first you'll be heavily spoilered, but its the perfect wrapup and its heartbreaking
     
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  4. Deresto

    Deresto Foolish Mortal

    Yooo guess who's internship at a staffing service ended because i apparently cant multitask good enough or understand some people over the phone?
     
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  5. ChelG

    ChelG Well-Known Member

    Apparently suicidally low mood swings during sugar withdrawal are normal. Hooray.
     
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  6. ChelG

    ChelG Well-Known Member

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  7. Deresto

    Deresto Foolish Mortal

    Oh man one of those natural disasters interviews with a survivor who finds their loved ones alive (yes, pets too) after the fact just slid into my YouTube recommends and I am nothing but a sobbing beanling
     
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  8. Socket

    Socket fuzzy tabletop goblin

    Which bitch cries at Centaurworld? This bitch cries at Centaurworld. Call me out, why don’t you, ya stupid emotional horse show.
     
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  9. Deresto

    Deresto Foolish Mortal

    *Starts hearing frustration tears in my head*
     
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  10. ChelG

    ChelG Well-Known Member

    The trainer at the new gym is pushing me way harder than I'm comfortable with and I really miss the old gym.
     
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  11. TwoBrokenMirrors

    TwoBrokenMirrors onion hydration

    That sucks! Have you told them that? A good personal trainer will adjust the exercises to you, not vice versa
     
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  12. ChelG

    ChelG Well-Known Member

    I did, yeah. I just feel like he expects more.
     
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  13. TwoBrokenMirrors

    TwoBrokenMirrors onion hydration

    That's a him problem not a you problem. If there are other personal trainers I'd advise checking them out instead tbh. My pt never makes me feel like i'm disappointing him and that's a big reason i've managed to make it nearly a year of regular gym going
     
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  14. ChelG

    ChelG Well-Known Member

    It's not really a feeling that I'm disappointing this guy, just that he's way more enthusiastic about it than I expected and thinks I am too. Like it didn't seem to occur to him that I couldn't maintain an every-single-day gym schedule.
     
  15. Lizardlicks

    Lizardlicks Friendly Neighborhood Lizard

    It's Who Is She (Reprise) that gets me
     
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  16. TwoBrokenMirrors

    TwoBrokenMirrors onion hydration

    that's still kind of a problem! And something you're allowed to decide he's Not For You about.
     
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  17. ChelG

    ChelG Well-Known Member

    It's been a good birthday except for the facts that it's hard to break the habit of arguing with annoying people online - I didn't do it but it's hard to get the obvious retorts out of my head - and conversation with my nan somehow turned to dead pets, which really isn't what I want to talk about at any time. Now I can't not cry and I feel worse for crying on my birthday.
     
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  18. ChelG

    ChelG Well-Known Member

    I think I have to go back on the antidepressant I came off a few weeks ago. My mood's been lousy and I hope the GP can put me back on the stuff before it gets worse.
     
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  19. ChelG

    ChelG Well-Known Member

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  20. Deresto

    Deresto Foolish Mortal

    This is probably too much but uh. Yeah.

    So I worked my usual shift yesterday at the library, and an hour before I was done I started to feel very sick. Likely the pasta I had for lunch was bad, it was older than I thought. I had to leave and I felt so genuinely guilty and sad because I wasn't done reshelving the books, and I tried so hard to finish my shift but the constant bending over on the lower shelves was killing me. I thought I'd pass out at one point. So yeah, completely reasonable to ask off early and they were very supportive and understanding. I cried anyways. Dunno what's up with that
     
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