Unfortunately some people aren't willing to put in the effort to maintain friendships, and some people, even people who are good friends to them, get ignored. And it sucks, but it's not a reflection of who you are that they aren't willing to put in that effort.
ye it just still hurts because they became friends and i guess are now together with someone else and that's when them just distancing themselves from me started. like... they even told me that they can only focus on one person at a time, which idk but that's kind of shitty to say to someone who's told you and shown that they were upset at you and felt ignored and replaced after talking to them for a year, by the other person you JUST met recently. like?? it's not like i wanted to spend every waking fucking moment with them either.. just... wanted to hang out like we used to do.
whats funny is i want to name drop them so badly but i know that brings nothing to me. it's bad luck and i'd rather not bring that to me because of me being petty and being upset. just... i just wish someone could tell them off on how them treating me like that was just outright shitty. edit] not name drop them on tumblr, i mean on here, i wouldn't actually make people go against them like that, i know better
i'm nearly there for nightborne stuff on WoW! it's been one thing that's been distracting me from thoughts but it's not doing so good
i've been listening to my favorite streamer's songs and... they're really hitting home. i'm glad he made this album. it's been helping me cope.
WOW! I SO WISH MY FAMILY CAN KEEP A SINGLE PIECE OF PAPER BY OUR MOTEM AND ROUTER SO WE CAN KNOW OUR INTERNET PASSWORD IF WE FUCKING FORGET IT. God i'm actually livid i try doing something to help everyone out and we STILL fuck it up
i'm that upset!!! I shouldn't be but this is ONE THING i ask of everyone in the house to do, is to not REPLACE OR MOVE THIS ONE FUCKING PAPER! AND IT STILL HAPPENS
some friends sent me a snap of them saying hi at a con i wasn't able to go to ;; i love them all, i really wish i was able to go, it was something i know i needed very badly but the lack of $$$ is what kept me from going
I like that they call my art ugly to make a point like woah there your pettiness and jealousy is showing.
"kids on homestuck" do you know what your kids are consuming? it's the new teen phenomenon with devastating memetic effects: how to talk to your children about doing homestuck
I'm assuming they meant "kids in homestuck" The fictional characters I aged up into adults because I fucking can?? And that everyone who had common sense did the same thing?? And or people who tagged their underaged stuff accordingly ?? Like idk it's hard for me to see myself and other artists as gross pedos becsuse we aged up characters and wanted to live out some little fantasy on some aliens where nearly everyone forgot was 13 to 19 because most of us were of that age range and related to them and wanted to also experiment our sexualities and likes on these characters But nah that can't be right ://///
Write it on a sticky label or tape the paper to the underside of the router, and never underestimate the capacity of your fellow humans to do the things they're not supposed to.
Please for one day can i not be upset about that fucking person I had a dream we both talked and i was able to tell them i was upset and they apologized and then i woke up and man did i become fucking upset :")
I'm still upset over that friend just still so upset. just... knowing they were avoiding me for small fucking shit that could've been talked over, what i wanted to do!!!!!!!! but... no.
Even if you did something wrong, they didn't try and communicate with you very well, so that's also partially on them.
i'm just super fucking sad like, they got me into WoW and i wanted to do stuff and draw stuff with them, with them and others!!!! but them just fucking pushing me away when i wanted some help in WoW just fucking depresses me, knowing i'm kind of alone playing the game. another friend is able to play with me, hell i have two others to play with but its like it doesn't feel the same u know? it's not like i dont appreciate them, i really do it's just i feel almost empty when i cant play a game with someone who got me into it because they decided to leave me in the mud for someone else when i just wanted to fucking join them