I really want to get back into dating but things never seem to work out. When I date someone it seems like I fall too hard, too quickly. And then I end up getting my feelings hurt when awhile into the relationship they no longer feel the same way. And the three big relationships I've been in I have been cheated on bit seats chose to forgive the guilty party. Is it just me being naive and being in love so trying to forgive the person responsible because I don't want to lose them? Is there something I'm lacking that they seek in someone else? I really don't know what to do. I want something real again but I'm afraid of being hurt again. It gets hard to breathe sometimes and depression gets really bad whenever I think about all the hurt and I just can't seem to kick dating anxiety. That and it's really hard to find anyone gay in my area that I'm compatible with. I don't even know what to do or feel right now.