SQUAWK! (Hawkeguy's nonsense)

Discussion in 'Your Bijou Blogette' started by Hawkeguy, Dec 16, 2018.

  1. Hawkeguy

    Hawkeguy just a comet

    COUNTRY ROUNTRY
    TAKE ME HOUNTRY
    TO THE PLAAAACE I BLAAAACE
    WEBSTB B AZINGA
    MOUNTAIN MOUNTAIN
    TAKE ME HOUNTAIN
    ROADY COOOOOOUNTS
     
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    Hawkeguy just a comet

    i've decided on one (1) middlename!
    lost the R.R.R. alliteration, BUT it sounds *utterly rad*. and is a very roundabout reference to one of my favourite transformers, because while Percy/Percival doesn't sound good with my full first name, PARcival def does >8)
    also fulfills the "want a cool knight name just cos it sounds great" wish i had since i threw out "arthur" and "lancelot" as potential names.
    ...am i gonna test how many middle names the court will allow? MAYBE
     
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    Hawkeguy just a comet

    i just solved a simple equation (from a naruto screenshot nontheless) in my HEAD for the first time in my life and am still crying about it

    and then i went to look for some more and solved five, and i had to write down some of it for the last three ones, but this is the first time i did this and i'm HIGHKEY WAILING and SUPER undecided what the hell this actually means now because like,
    i'm 22
     
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    Hawkeguy just a comet

    saw a video essay about superman, where as one of the points of view on him was "he needs a reason to help people but he never has one an that's why he's unrelatable" to which, Ha! the mighty headcanon train has bested you already, famous director zack snyder!! clarky clark just has the same problem as me where internal rewards don't motivate him and since he's learned early how good it feels to help people, that's his reward!! that can totally be his motivation to do things, people around him are more ok and he's happy about that!! doesn't need any bigger explanation, that can just be how he likes his life to be, under ideal circumstances!
    dc. hire me.
    anyways, and for the not killing thing....seriously man, the best explanation this guy can come up with for "i don't wanna kill people" is HE HAD TO KILL SOMEONE TO KNOW HOW IT FEELS?! zack mate you alright there?!
    anyways
    clark kent cool and good, and i know comparatively little about him and i'd still trust him to, y'know, NOT KILL A PERSON AND HELPING COS HE WANTS TO
    jesus fuck wallowing in contrived grimpain just turns comics based media into a whole ass outwards affair doesn't it
     
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  5. Hawkeguy

    Hawkeguy just a comet

    i need to remember that i can unbork my flat slowly, i still have it in my brain that everything needs to be done after i start and that just results in jack shit happening bc i'm Big Exhausted all the time and more dirty stuff piling up =,=

    on the other hand i'm finally getting stuff done again after neglecting shit for half a year so whoop
     
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  6. Hawkeguy

    Hawkeguy just a comet

    [lies down sideways] had a dream i found the literal perfect sketchbook. smooth paper with just the smallest bit of grain, not too bleached white, laid flat when opened, markers and watercolour didn't get sucked up immediately and didn't bleed through...
    [sighs]
    ah well, fuckit. should buy watercolour primer for my regular sketchbook tho, probably
     
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    Hawkeguy just a comet

    when i do something, i feel like my brain works again for a bit (i mean like, a normal people thing. cleaning a little, or cooking) but afterwards when i sit down and wanna write out the very good sounding comments or answers or scripts or essays about random stuff it just...poof
    word gone
    kinda frustrating but that doesn't stop me from being apparently capable of shribbling a page in my journal full of a long winded complaint about a specific phase during the consumption of iced coffee when i wanted to practice quick sketches instead (rare) or barely restraining myself from spamming "chungus" at people on twitter that i don't like (absolutely not rare)

    anyways i just remembered i had a full on breakdown over not enough coffee being in my coffee yesterday
     
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  8. Hawkeguy

    Hawkeguy just a comet

    listening to sound horizon's moira album again since yesterday and man, "story of the dying ones" (approximate googled-together translation because "shiseru monotachi no monogatari" is a fucking tongue twister title) continues to be a mood
    the world keeps happening everywhere! history does, also! we're probably inevitably hurtling towards chaos and just sort of rolling through the world and wondering where we're all going with this, and what we should even do? why? whomst? how? only destiny knows, and destiny is an ASSHOLE

    (the badly summarized plot of the album is "angry and tired guy from fantasy greece makes a pact with the god of death to throw down with both the local monarchs and also the goddess of destiny herself." it's very likely that all of this was, in fact, orchestrated by said goddess from the start, which in turn made ME go "if there's someone like that, i WILL stab her". fate is a flat circle, life is a matryoshka of what-in-the-fuck. LOTS of epic tunes and glimpses into a long history of a fantasy version of earth that's incredibly anime, personally nostalgic for me, and fucked up to the nth degree.)

    also an absolutely wonderful use of catchy themes.
     
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  9. Hawkeguy

    Hawkeguy just a comet

    soldiers of the wasteland is the superior dragonforce song to fire and the flames, accepting no criticism
     
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