Okay. SO. I am aware to go to the school I want I'll need to do a lot of student loans. It's just the reality of the situation. However I.. don't know how they work. Like.. at all really. And given my current situation I want to be sure I'm not boxing myself into hell while flustered or confused next year. I'm currently disabled and on SSI, I am not sure when I'll be able to hold down a job yet. I have no family input, I am not a dependent, and I'm still trying to figure out how to field scholarships and shit. How does repayment work. How much am I able to borrow and when do I have to pay it back by. How does Any of this work, even talking to the financial office didn't help they just told me to fill out the FAFSA and apply and that's... not answering my questions that are about me wanting to learn about this process ahead of time. help, i'm really dumb and just want to go to art school, please explain this to me like i'm 5, none of it is sticking and it's scary and confusing because the idea of being sent to jail or something because I turn out to still be disabled in the future is lodged in my brain.