Clarifying a few things, from things that were said earlier in this thread, I probably missed stuff though: - I was mutuals with failure-artist (ended up unfollowing because yeah, turns out she does have some maturity issues, TBH), and she helped me through my suicide attempt last year, which is why I reacted badly because I thought the people on that thread were going to make her Ray 2.0. (On that note, I'd like to point out the "brain-damaged freak" comment was an ironic remark similar to, say, "those poor child-coded autistics can't consent" or something, but it was indeed way out of line.) - I did say I wanted to publicly apologize and sort this stuff out, but then someone (I think Seebs or Jesse?) said they were going to separate the drama part of the thread from the actual FA part, and I had planned to do that in the new thread that would have been created, but this ended up never happening. - I created another account so that I could make subaccounts for RP characters, and didn't plan on doing that kind of stuff again. Anyway, yeah, what I did was really fucked up, there's no arguing against that. As I said earlier, I have issues accurately judging myself and my memories get kinda fuzzy when I'm stressed, so I'm gonna ask for some help figuring out why this happened and how to avoid getting into that situation again. In the mean time, I'm gonna ignore ASPD Anon and Vivec and request a ban from argument island. I'm also in favor on adding more mods in different time zones, especially if I'm on moderation queue because I'm on European time.