>datemate tells me to stop reading their vent thread cause it makes me upset >puts thread on ignore out of courtesy >reads and rereads thread anyways
you know i'm jealous they have people going in their thread and replying with nice things occasionally but then i remember they actually participate in this forum and try to form interpersonal relationships while i'm just wanking off in the corner wanting people to watch and acknowledge like the sick exhibitionist fuck i am
We are as foolish as you, and you are as non-foolish as us. ... I'm not sure that makes any sense but somehow I like it.
i keep looking at porn instead of doing my homework and then i get horny and then i jack off lather rinse repeat why does testosterone make me Like This
FUCK MY LIFE i'm majoring in this shit and i got a fucking 59% on this exam...like thank god for the curve but i'm still a full standard deviation below the average... and i'm just like. someone got an 88%???? how??? so now my overall grade in this class is a 66%...i'm. i just wanna die and not put any effort into anything else at all ever.
so um. it's really fun when you come to the terms with the fact that you sexually and emotionally abused your 12yo cousin when you were 14. and like, wow! I was a piece of shit! and i'm. not looking for pity or anything, or for people to tell me i wasn't a piece of shit, cause i was. i really fucked that one up. he was right to block me on social media.
god i love my datemate they're so hot pls let the rest of this semester go quickly so that we can start having sex again...
also datemate feels like they're morally in the wrong for not hating me because i was an abuser. i'm not going to try to fight them on it
so yeah i do believe everything i said in the tumblr.txt thread, but the reason i said it is because i knew it would piss people off and i wanted to toy with everyones emotions. the only reason i feel badly about it is because it blew up in my face
i just thought exclusionism would be more popular but knowing what i know about kintsugi everyone belongs always so i guess people who are cisgender and het attracted belong in the kweer community if they're ace or aro
because misery loves company. i'm an abusive person. i know that about myself. i get a twisted joy from pissing people off and manipulating them. so. that's really all there is to it.
I feel like you were flailing against your perceived enemy and disregarding anything that indicated that the people here didn't quite fit that.
i mean, maybe? but i also feel like people were misinterpreting my words. can't and shouldn't mean different things. str8 people can and will always do what they want. on an "anonymous" forum it's hard to tell who's LGBT and who isn't without outing anybody, and that's shitty, but i really think that anyone who isn't L G B or T (even P or N) shouldn't call themselves queer. it's still a slur.
I just feel that in practice essentially nobody is trying to call themselves queer absent being at least somewhat fitting into the right categories? There are occasional exceptions but it rarely lasts because it's actually hard to walk in those shoes and they don't have the stamina to keep it up. Social media likes to exaggerate and present rare outliers as being a big, dangerous movement.