thread origination derail

Oh, you're not here to be my advisors, you won't let anyone else see what's going on, you're just going to keep silencing me until I figure out how to behave better than everybody else without giving consistent guidelines.

@Kathy Jones I don't think I can initiate PM, but I can respond unless the mods want to dehumanize me some more by taking that away.

 

prismaticvoid, Oct 20, 2018 at 11:54 PMReport

 

as in, in response to your upsetting comment I put my pronouns in my signature
I'm, uh, not sure what this means

 

i think she cant see your signature rn - that setting is off by default iirc

 

also, i should say: my words come again from reactions to Your Words, not anyone elses. i am cautious around you and generally view you negatively solely for your actions and reactions. i'm probably going to be bad and be assuming bad faith in 90%+ of your interactions with this site until i actually like. see more than 1-2 things a week that feel like good faith, the lack of reality grasping notwithstanding. this ain't from the mods, it ain't from people talking about or around you. it's specifically from the words that come from you. even when your name changed and i didn't realize it was you at first, i still noped, so it's not as if your account is cursed.

 

ahhh, gotcha
meh, I have invested the maximum amount of effort I am willing to invest in appeasing people who don't care about me

 

I takes a lot of effort to see your sig, especially with... I don't think that's the lovecraft's diary font but it's kinda cthuluesque.

 

it says changeling defense squad in i think a fictional typeface, it's a trollhunters fan thing iirc, the they/them thing is above that

 

sorry for apparent confusion
just, y'know, ask next time

 

It went through at a time of high-stress. Maybe you missed the part where I asked for it months ago and reiterated my request because I thought the mods were committing a micro-aggression against me?

Honestly, I can't seem to find a middle-ground between feeling attacked all of the time and apologizing for being a sub-human. I'm already below human when people drive me down further and then accuse me of not being humble enough.

To drag things to another topic... and I'd appreciate a poke about looking it up... Are you talking about people dressing up in colonial-era garb as living-history?

... I wasn't aware that First People stopped dressing that way like Europeans stopped dressing that way... there was some sort of Scottish Military in kilts and I thought that was ^only done for very ceremonial purposes outside of historical reenactment^ It wasn't just the rootbeer, I thought that First Nation people were doing historic garb the same way that the European people were doing colonial-wear.

 

Fine, how do I complain about you without being accused of this that and the other thing?

 

I believe that statement was in response to the pronoun thing.
Which, you owe spock an apology for, because she's stated her pronouns multiple times for you and the information is there. Saying she is being 'uppity' about them is extremely rude.

 

i dont know why you're apologizing for being subhuman when you're not and im not rlly interested in figuring out why you feel like you are bc i ain't a therapist nor am i that invested, my dude. good luck w/ that tho.

also ive got no idea what in the world you're talking about, and again i'm not rlly interested in figuring it out. :V

 

The "ive got no idea what in the world you're talking about, and again i'm not rlly interested in figuring it out" is a good level of dismissive. Would other people be comfortable if I took this stance? It's itchy, but also kinda comfortable.

 

You need to take a break I think. You seem to be getting pretty aggressive and prickly and that's not going to help you out with anything here rn. Do some self care stuff.