I've missed so many classes lately because I'm just too tired to do the things necessary to leave the house on a regular basis. Fortunately I have not missed work? But that's less frequent and also I would be fired if I didn't show, so it's not as comparable. My other depression (and anxiety) symptoms are a lot better (less suicidal ideation, less self-loathing) but this is just kicking my ass. I am at a loss.
Typing is hard Talking to people is hard Thinking is hard I don't want to drop out of grad school but I'm scared I'll have to because I can't work on my stuff
I sent my psychologist an email asking to make an appointment ASAP Talk to him about: -what to do about schoolwork piling up, who should I talk to, should I talk to people right now, what do I tell them -ask him to help me make a plan for finding a GP so I can ask if this is something other than depression I can treat (because I haven't been able to do this on my own) -???other things????
Thank you @wixbloom, reassurance is nice. I!! Got an appointment for 4 pm today!! And this works out a little because I will be able to drop off some things and I won't feel so bad about not doing that. Also I will have a meeting while in the thick of what's wrong which is useful
we talked about stuff and I have a couple notes for things to do tomorrow but right now I am still a sleepy bean so zzzzzZZZZZZZZ