vent thread for a shark

i have to be The Most Fucked Up Person so people will feel bad for me and give me Attention

 

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i just want to be small and safe and protected and let someone take care of me

honestly if i ever got the whole chire/nonsexual little thing that'd be now

 

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*goes in the chire tag out of curiosity* *is instantly inundated with "i love it when daddy shoves a pacifier in my asshole uwu!!!!!!!"* HaHa Nope

 

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i don't care anymore i don't care i don't care. i took half the med cabinet i'm just gonna lie down and wish i could go away.

 

Witnessed, but please do get medical attention.
Even if you can't care right now, you can get to a better place than where you are now.

 

no can do on the medical atention but thank you

 

boyfriend: *wakes up* hey how aer you darling!!!!!!!!!
me, frantically deletign all the shit on my ventn blog: im great how are you!!!!!!!! *hearrt emojis*

 

hi im gills i hurt myself and cry about it on the internet for attention :'(((((((((

 

Yeah, well, you deserve attention.
If that necessitates you hurting yourself, that's not an optimal situation from a health perspective, but it's not "bad" of you.

 

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i KNOW i'm contradicting myself and shooting down everyone's suggestions i'm sorry i said anything i'm sorry i asked. it doesn't help to get mad at me for it i can't blame you because i know it's frustrating as all hell trying to help me but the tough love just-giving-it-to-you-straight approach does not help me and never has i'm just breaking down more ok ok

 

remind me to keep my fucking mouth shut next time

 

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i'll just shut my mouth and be a good little queer and play nice. ~*~equality~*~

 

if trump and pence both got shot dead tomorrow i would not shed a tear

 

i talked about school and she broke a bunch of shit

 

oh fuck
witnessed
how are you feeling? anything important broken?

 

nah nothing important

i'm just hiding in my room with the door locked idk if i can sleep tonight

 

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mettaton is the only good thing life has to offer

 

i just want to talk about mettaton for years

 

i remember getting into undertale around/a little before this time of year last year and just being overwhelmed with happiness over mettaton and the fandom widely accepting him as trans despite him being very feminine