I saw something like this in another thread, but didn't want to derail the original topic. What did you want to be when you grew up? How did you "see yourself" as a kid? How did you identify yourself mentally? I think before I had any dreams or aspirations I kind of saw myself as some kinda forest nymph. I wanted to be some kind of a bad ass amazon climbing trees all day and exploring the forest. (which is part of why I was horrified of puberty because I didn't want my boobs to physically get in the way). This despite the fact that I had to go to physical therapy because my muscles were weak and I wasn't coordinated, and sensory issues made the sun hurt. So I've never actually even climbed a tree and staying outside for too long was kind of upsetting. But hey, I am looking to get in shape and actually try and build muscle so there is always hope for the future! One of these days with enough hard work I will totally be a bad ass forest princess.