why i want you to help me beg me back offer ideas say your so sorry i've had such a hard time do whatever's in your power to help me stay with me with no responsibilities of your own so i'm the center of your world so patient and kind and forgiving i don't want you to any of that intoxicating addictive having what i want it's not what everyone gets i hate everyone who reminds me of that and everyone who takes it away lovely and suffering is normal and adult everyone whose willing to make me the center of their world is lying they just want what they can get from me what is this stupid whip lash anyway