Things that are currently annoying you

SEEEEEEEEEEEEDS!!!

 

Cottonwood is terrible and should be banned

 

My ingress nemesis(tm) took all my stuff and I can't go take it back bc I've used almost all my data for the month.

.. and also because he's >lv8 and I'm lv5, but God dammit I could TRY

 

i fucked up with character names.....

 

@blue I have an Ingress nemesis too! I am sure I will eventually meet them because they destroy my resonators at home AND at work.

 

Mine is the first-ranked green player in my area and I'm the .. 23rd? ranked blue - it seems like he's everywhere. In the same day as destroying my stuff he got my dad's, which is in a totally different area

I did once get a notification that the church behind my house was being attacked and run out with my friend to look at the parking lot. Sneakily.

 

Post circulating about how heatwaves can be deadly, especially in Europe where air conditioning is not the norm. Reblogged it b/c it was important and in general I don't like calling anyone "weak" for having to deal with weather they aren't used to.

Really fucking annoyed with all the "SO DON'T MAKE FUN OF US UGH YOU DUMB AMERICANS" comments on it, because I distinctly remember at least a few of the people on my dash reblogging those comments making fun of the South when those freezes last year fucked up our infrastructure. These were the same yokels joking and laughing while my aunt was stuck in the Atlanta loop for 8 hours because we weren't built to handle that kind of weather.

If you're going to apply a standard of behavior, apply it fucking consistently you fucking hypocritical pricks.

 

so my family arrived in town for a visit, and i only found out that my dad wanted me to call him more often (which is to say, at all, oops) when he, uh, started crying? because the fact that i just kind of picked up where i left off and wasnt like "!!!! FAMILY HELLO AAAA" indicates that i dont care about him, i guess. mom was the one to explain this, rather than dad actually bringing it up.

i dropped the ball re: calling him but he kind of neglected to throw it? ie call me, or remind me that he expected me to call. what im saying here is dude needs to communicate.

and now i have to figure out how to approach the topic, explain/apologize, and do the whole smalltalk thing that doesnt come naturally to me at all, to reassure him.

 

Things I managed to eat today:
- A spoonful of cereal
- A little bit of chicken
That's all. It's been like that since at least yesterday, and I keep telling myself I'll eat more at the next meal, but nah.

 

My family cannot communicate for SHIT.

update: they may not be as shit at it as I thought! turns out short notice was all around, not just to me.

 

Some relatives kid grabbed my phone while I was napping at a family gathering and flung it across the room. Now it's busted completely. Awesome. Also they're not going to pay for it. :T

 

WOW. That is both really shitty of them and doubley rude.

 

Least favorite social thing: the expectation that you will hate the people/factions your friends/loved ones hate just because they hate them, without a clear and considerate explanation of their actions, their views, and their side of the story. And then you'll still be expected to show clear hatred for them, whether or not you understand their view.

Sometimes I'll do it in the interest of time, if someone needs to feel validated about their own view, but 99% of the time I am not feeling it. No, I don't sincerely hate x co-worker of yours who did x thing on a bad day and probably had their reasons. Sorry?

 

Who wants to bet that there's no new post aside from the stuff I reblogged
The answer is hopefully no one because I checked and it was exactly that

 

I hate being ill :( My throat hurts, and my ears itch, and that makes me feel like crap. What doesn't help is that I also feel like I should suck it up and go into work anyway, and that I am just being a big baby for not wanting to work when I feel like crap....

 

To the judge who asked me about my medical problems, clearly you have never interacted with someone who has ADHD or something else brainweird because then you would understand the signifigance of I CANT PROPERLY PROCESS SPOKEN WORDS, truly truly i will provide a great service to my community by accidently hearing something different than juring peers and thus might end up with a mistrial (okay, so thats extreme but still...)

 

*blinks* Another write-up at work. My supervisor is threatening 7 days of work if I don't improve. I'm already doing 10 to 13 hours, 6 days a week, so...yeah, sure, okay. "Punish" me with more overtime and money. Go for it, boss. *blinks*

 

Roommate C ate part of my dinner without asking me because she "assumed it was something [M] made" (because the behavior would be better if she thought she was stealing someone else's food?) and gave one of her performative apologies where she grovels a lot but no behavior modification happens.

 

I feel weird and needy and cold and lonely and easily annoyed.

I know I'm a little on edge because I didn't call my mom this weekend. And because I'm not keeping up with the various rps I'm in very well, limiting the amount of played out interaction to compensate for my inconsistent focus. And I slept like normal this weekend, which means readapting to work.

I want someone to tell me it's okay, that I'm okay. But because I'm not okay, I wouldn't believe them if they did.

So really... I want to believe that I'm okay?

 

It's been raining for like a week and a half. (I love rain, this is not the bad thing.) Today the rain stopped, but now I can't get to sleep without rain sounds ._.

Hooray for white noise generators, but. Brain. Please.