Reasons My Kintsugijin is Crying, or; The Weepy Marshmallow Brigade

a routine potentially changed, tears are imminent.

 

I tried to figure out Blender, which is apparently Satan's own 3D modeling program.

 

the day before yesterday I cried for absolutely no discernible reason. none at all. I kept thinking of sad things that made me tear up again, but the precipitating event was ??? I started tearing up listening to Taylor Swift's "All Too Well" and it went downhill from there. man I love depression.

 

yes. yep. yup. it is Satan's own 3D modeling program. I tried to use it. I hate it.

 

...Are there any 3D modeling programs that WEREN'T personally designed by Satan?

 

Laugh-crying and drowning in diamonds at this. For reference, Thing is a severed hand off an uber-werewolf of some kind.

 

fireworks. beautiful, beautiful fireworks.

 

I'll stan for Milkshape :P It's pretty simple and not terribly powerful but it does the job and doesn't have a fuckbillion tabs and buttons and shortcut keys you have to press to get to even more tabs and buttons, BLENDER. >:[

 

I watched a video of a rescued baby toucan

 

@Kit: cries over how pretty my toenails are right now. To be fair, I'm really happy with how the nail polish came out.

 

i watched the movie Big Eden a few days ago which was gay and sweet and happy and i promptly lost just all of my shit, on saturday we went to the Deer Valley Music Festival & the symphony was doing a patriotic celebration and like- it wasn't even a particularly emotional song, but it was so beautiful and i just have so many fucking feelings about orchestras/concert bands & classical music and i just- i couldn't handle it guys. it was through sheer willpower alone that i did not sob like a dumb idiot baby. oh, but i did not tear up when they played bridge over troubled water tho, which surprised me (i have a lot of father/daughter Feels about that song)

also today i learned about pom pom crabs and had to lay down for a while because oh my god they punch people with their anemone pom poms how is this possible i frickin can't

 

I listened to this song and thought about my boyfriend.

 

sculptris is what i use and it's fairly easy to use

 

i'm crying today because shower to the people is a thing that exists

i was crying yesterday because i was watching the bionic vet give a cat new feet and help an arthritic dog

 

im crying bc im suddenly overwhelmes with how much i love my friends

 

I want a doughnut but I can't have one

wweh

 

my brother bought me a fat cat stuffed animal and i love it. it's so soft

 

My siblings told me they'd take their kids and my kids to see me in operas and say "look there's mommy" and "look there's auntie Emily" and they want to watch operas w me and they think I'm the best and I'm all full-hearted and weepy

 

Yup. C:
I'm getting all happy emotional thinking about that too
You're great!!

 

ahhhhhh *flappy hands & teary*