Reasons My Kintsugijin is Crying, or; The Weepy Marshmallow Brigade

@Kaylotta
<3 Love you sis C:

 

@Imoyram love you too sib <3 ^_^

 

cries on a plane bc it is a plane to new york and i imagined it was a plane to australia so i could go meet my boyfriend and imagined that so hard i was legitimately disappointed at remembering it is a plane to new york.

 

@gills *hug*

i'd offer you to give you a hug in person, but you're probably going to eastern new york unless you're here to see the falls > <

 

going to the city and also stuck with family the whole time, blehhg :/

 

i'm crying because i can't play pokemon go

 

;_; same

 

I am lowkey crying because:
I was going to go to folkfest with my mom for a bit, but then she called and mentioned that people from my old church were there, and while she wasnt hanging out with them, we might pass them while we're there, and they might even say hi

even just hearing her mention they were there gave me a panic/anxiety hiccup and I knew that if that happened I would have another one but I'd be surrounded by people so it'd be worse and fuck now I dont think I'll be able to go dammit I wanted to have fun with mom

 

I'm not crying actual tears, but I caught the failrails song on the radio just now and my heart hurts. I thought everyone else should share in the experience.

 

I burned myself cleaning the grill at work

 

D: *offers ice pack and blankets*

 

i remembered that i don't know if or when i'll ever get to live with my datemate

 

more crying about folk fest, because my anxiety brain is lying to me about the severeness of certain possibilities

 

@Imoyram anxiety brain is the literal worst, a terrible liar!! i'm sorry your Fun Plans were ruined by him. is today the only day it's happening? you could try going on a different day when they're not there, or are they part of the event?

 

@Choco I'm going to go today. I've calmed down about that possibility, but then flared up again about possibility of questions or awkward silence when someone came to pick me up.
blehh

I appreciate your help though :)

 

reasons your apple is crying: i thought about pokemon go for like five seconds and got overwhelmed

 

HAHAHAhahahaaha

i'm crying because i might lose my foodstamps because the government sent me an important letter late

 

noooooo bb
I started crying earlier cause go wasn't working, so I mean

*HUGS THE VOID TIGHT*

 

i finally caught an eevee after pokemon go crashed while i was trying to catch one seven times in a row

i have also named the eevee cedar in honor of @chaoticArbiter

 

i (sort of) figured out something that's been bothering me for years.

(does it count if i only teared up and didn't actually get the tears out? aside from crying at fiction i probably only cry like, twice a year, so even my eyes getting slightly damp is a big deal for me.)