shitposting rave 2, electric boogaloo

...A mistake? Does what he did to me mean that little to you..?

 

Is someone a touch jealous? Oh, why even ask that question when I already know the answer!

Porrim and I had a lovely meal, 8y the 8y. Was nice catching up again, though it is always a 8it awkward eating with her seeing as she can't eat. She does take a great pleasure in enjoying 8everages though, which is always fun to see. She makes the 8est masala chais, you know.

 

Tell Porrim I said hello, if you see her before I do.

 

im just saying, its kinda obvwious youre milking it for sympathy. vwho do you think vwrote the 8OOK on that?

 

Hmm? I can do so right now actually. The wonders of the internet and palmhusks.

You came up during our lunch, actually. She seems rather fond of you. Really, it's nice to see her excited a8out something again. Or perhaps excited isn't the right word, 8ut one gets a 8it, how do I say it, cramped? When they've 8een so dead so long.

 

I...What..? Why are you being so mean?

*Wadanohara looks as if she is about to cry*

 

because its like you cant evwen TALK about something that ISNT that fucking shark. youre CONSTANTLY bringing it up vwhen its not evwen relevwant. not to mention the unsavwoury comparisons.

 

Cronus look at what you've done. God, it's a wonder we've had no one new to talk to in eons.

Pay him no mind, though I know 8etter than others that it's hard to. Words have a way of stinging and lingering even if you know them to 8e false or transitory. As for why he is 8eing mean, that seems to 8e all that he knows. That or to 8e desperately jumping at others.

 

youd be mean TOO if youd been accused of vwhat ivwe been accused of. in fact, im being vway nicer than i really should, considering the reaction my mere PRESENCE has garnered. id be a lot nicer if people vwere nice to me back.

 

I'm so sorry you can't stand the hole that you dug yourself. Perhaps if you cry enough you could fill it up and clim8 out.

 

i didnt dig it myself, i vwas forcibly restrained vwhile evweryone else dug it and then hurled me in. and vwhen i ask to come out of the hole, i get told that if i didnt vwant to be in the hole, i shouldnt havwe dug it.

 

*Tears are now beginning to trail down Wadanohara's face*
Please, stop. I don't actually want to talk about Sal. It really hurts, and I didn't want to let it get to me where others could see me. I'm only ever talking about him because you keep bringing him back up and defending him, and it's really stressing me out because I still have nightmares over what he did, and it hurts to think about him, and you keep dismissing it like it's no big deal. It's as if you agree with what happened, and it's really scaring me. Please...just stop. I'll talk to you about anything else, just please stop bringing him up, please stop explicitly or implicitly defending him, and please stop dismissing what I went through.

 

Cronus, you do not want me to MAKE you leave the little witch alone. You really don't.

 

You say that and here we have a girl crying over your harassment of her. She seems to 8e, to use Vantas' parlance, triggered. Honestly so, too. I am supposed to 8elieve you aren't the cause of your own misery why?

 

*sniff* I know part of the reason why he's doing this is because he knows it's something that really hurts me, but it doesn't make it any less hard.

 

I know that it doesn't. Logic can only take you so far where emotions are concerned. Still, at least with the knowledge you might 8e a8le to harden yourself to it faster. Or perhaps even fight 8ack if need 8e. Knowledge may not seem like much help, 8ut it can 8e under the right circumstances.

 

I can take snarky reaction videos, that's fine. Just please...stop it with the Sal.

 

*She wipes her eyes with her sleeve*
I miss my familiars. Why couldn't they have come with me to this strange dimension? I've grown so used to them jumping in to defend me when I'm being picked on, before I'm even able to get a word in against whoever's picking on me. It's only hitting me how alone I am without them now...

 

Nothing matters to that one, my dear.

Do kindly shut the fuck up about matters you don't and cannot understand.