The Hugbox

Spoiler: suicide cw

My friend is telling me that he wants to try again tonight. I got him to promise me that he'll call me when he leaves work. I got him to call and leave a message for his therapist. I don't know what else I can do. I am not getting shit done at work. I could use a hug.

 

*hugs @WithAnH*

I just can't deal with anything right now. there's too much and all my help is falling away and. i just. how the hell am I meant to deal with all this.

 

*hugs @Lib*

 

Spoiler: family shit

that sure was one parent storming out of the house after accusing the other of cheating
right after it sounded like things were calming down

I'm tired of living here, their marriage wouldn't be nearly as bad if I wasn't here giving them more stress

I shouldn't even be talking about this, but fuck. I hate both of them. even though that's ridiculously immature, I sound like I'm 12, not 22. fuck

 

HUG

 

-hugs all yall-

 

Spoiler: everything sucks today and right now especially

i need a hug. ::(

 

@winterykite *hug*

 

I'm frustrated at myself and tired. Requesting hugs and hug alternatives such as shoulder pats

 

Comforting shoulder pats, I hope you feel better soon.

 

many hugs.

 

-hugs- I know you sent me two addresses for the Tisms. My mom is calling three places for me, if you want I can check them against yours and give you any you don´t already have? Apparently one put me on the waiting list though the wait is a year.

 

That'd be awesome, thank you.
...
Hm, maybe I could ask my dad to call the places for me, because telephones are evil.

 

Sounds like a good plan

 

my friend is moving out of the state by the end of the month. she only told me now

I should be happy for her, but this means I;m going to have no one left,

she's going to be gone before my birthday,, why am I such a selfish fuck that I only care about that

 

My elderly father-in-law is back from the hospital and I'm his primary caregiver, and he's much weaker than we expected, and I'm not sure if I can handle all his care myself. My wife was in the hospital last week with pneumonia.

People need me and there's not enough of me to go around. I'm so anxious that my chest hurts.

 

@glitterchance so many hugs. i will be sending many thoughts (and prayers if you are a person of that persuasion) your way - for strength and boundaries and peace for everyone involved.

 

Does anybody have any hugs? I am feeling really discouraged and tired lately and could really use a snuggle pile with naps and some hand holding.

 

-sends hugs-

 

*hugs for @Kaylotta*