Things that are currently annoying you

I'm fuckin miserable for no reason. It might be PMS, except PMS usually makes me 1) irritable or 2) prone to weeping at things I'd normally shrug off, while this is option 3) everything make me both mad and despairingly sad. I keep being a jerk to everybody (mostly my mom bc I've mostly been alone with her this week) and then crying.

it's just.. I'm mostly just frustrated about how inexplicable it is!! it wouldn't bug me as much if there were any obvious reason for it to be happening!

 

Oooh, I'm sorry. I had it and yeah. * hopes it heals quickly for you *

Spoiler: Stormlight Stuff

And YES about Kaladin, I could never have said it so eloquently but I completely agree. (I'm listening to Words of Radiance right now and really feeling for him.) I can sort of understand the reaction if people read it without much thought or consideration, but if you stop to actually think about his situation and what he's been through, his reactions and actions make a whole lot of sense. I'm not great at analysis but I'm always up for talking about Brandon Sanderson/SA and man, I really want the next book to come out soon.

 

Spoiler

saaame. God I want that next book. *stares at "Stormlight 3 1st draft" bar on Brandon's website and wills it to move* Kaladin and Shallan are both #relatable on the mental illness front (Shallan in WoK is basically me if I was straight and an artist).

 

I saw the oral surgeon today. It's doing okay, it's healing already, and he thinks the recovery will go well enough, just maybe a little longer. In the meantime, UGH, EVERYTHING IS CLOVES. It sucks, right?

 

school stuff when school hasn't even officially started. I feel overwhelmed with everything I have to do to prepare for it.

 

Procrastinated myself into going to bed 5 hours before I have to get up for work.... and woke up after about 2 hours. i'm not even going to get a solid 4.5 hours of sleep, wheee

 

So I got a call from my boss this morning (which I thought was my alarm because I was dead asleep so I hung up thinking I was turning it off). Got back to her 2 hours later, she said I had a shift today but my schedule at home said I didn't, I THOUGHT the schedule on the wall at work said I didn't, and when she told me over the phone last week what my schedule would be I definitely didn't. I am sure she told me MWF 7-10, there was no Saturday 8-12. I guess I could have just missed it on the wall schedule, but I know I looked at it and I feel like I would have noticed there was an extra day on there. Plus she's telling there's a meeting on Monday, which I could have sworn yesterday she said (and the sign on the wall said) was on Tuesday?? I'm so confused.

It was dead today anyway so it's not a big deal, but I would have liked to earn the money and not looked like a flake, you know. I'm kind of expecting to hear back from her saying she got me confused with someone else. I mean, I even told them all yesterday as I was leaving, "See you Tuesday." :/

EDIT: No, I just checked a photo I took of this week's schedule, the sign definitely said Monday. Well I feel crazy!!

EDITEDIT; what the fuck!! I put it in my phone as Monday too??? ANYWAY JM STILL PRETTU SURE I DIDNT HAVE A SHIFT TODAY

 

friend, i know you were expecting the answer to "if I force myself to sing a bunch of C#6s on a regular basis will it stop hurting when I do so for several minutes at a time" to be "yes of course you'll just get used to it" but actually NO that is not the case please don't hurt yourself!!! but don't listen to me it's not like I do this for a living or anything -_-

 

I can't deal with a sink full of dishes because there's a spider near the dishwasher
it's been there for like three hours, not moving
time to get unreasonably upset

 

My brain is annoying me. Why do I even have it?

 

Friend from church posts comparison pic of burkini and wetsuit on Facebook. Pic shows that burkini fits about like a long-sleeved T-shirt. Serial mansplainer that used to go to my church but moved just for real said "yes but the wetsuit is more form fitting and harder to conceal a weapon or bomb under."

motherfucker no you did not just go there.

I am not going to start an internet slapfight in someone else's comments but no, I am not leaving that alone. also this is the same guy who went full-on passive aggressive "children are precious treasures"-glurge-picspamming at me because I shared a funny "sorry about the mess, my kids are making memories" pic from a friend with kids so.

 

*holds @Lerxst's flower*

 

thank u

*goes to kick his ass in most civil manner possible out of consideration for OP who did not ask for this shit in her notifications*

 

The Game Grumps LP of Deadly Premonition kind of sucks, and just makes me want to watch the TBFP one all over again. But I feel like I watch that one so many times that it's no longer funny to me, save for moments like Pat bitching about Quint.

 

I've managed to catch a cold in the middle of summer somehow

 

People on tumblr. Okay, so that should go without saying, but I usually don't get many people saying stupid things to me except when I argue with anti-vaxxers.

 

You've given me another reason to stay off tumblr

 

Antivaxxers are awful and I am so glad the bulk of that movement has gone away.

 

More saddening me than annoying me: The fact that I don't know enough people who have read the Stormlight Archive for my comedic brilliance to go properly appreciated.

 

I have a million different au fanfic ideas I want to read, but I don't want to write them, and I don't want someone else to write them because they'll do things different, and I don't even want to attempt to try writing them because I hate every fan fiction thing I do ever.

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