Things that are currently annoying you

This e-juice I bought online hoping it had the GOOD artificial orange flavor has the BAD artificial orange flavor. The Laffy Taffy orange flavor that turns my stomach.

I hate to be wasteful and I am able to eat anything, but this stuff is nasty to me and is going down the toilet. The BAD artificial orange flavor is one of the few things I just can't stand.

 

Syllable weight mocks me and I want to punch Homer in his stupid Greek mouth.

 

People who study Greek have told me that it's ridiculously difficult.

 

Why the fuck is Confucianism one of the "bad" religions on tumblr? I have never seen anything remotely positive about it ever save from a Chinese friend of mine. Like yes there is sexism and classism in it but there is that in sorts of Hinduism too?

 

My total lack of a sleep cycle is annoying me right now. I just woke up and there's nothing to eat and I want to go to the store, but it's one thirty in the morning and it'll be seven hours before anything opens.

 

My anxiety is just through the roof lately.

Also, my house is full of mosquitoes. I rarely open the doors so I don't know how they got in, but they're at least a half an inch long. Luckily it's not warm enough to have much skin showing.

 

My house seems to be full of those annoying little fruitflies. I hate, hate, hate them.

 

Spoiler: BLUH BLUH FUCKING SUICIDE

I just want to kill myself. Like not even out of any distress or anything. It's just a casual desire for death. Like how I feel when I want tea or something but with more stabbing myself.

 

I have my earplugs in and my noise dampening headphones on and listening to WTNV, and I still hear the fucking drills outside
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA -FLIPS TABLE- I HAVE AN EXAM ON THURSDAY AND I WANT TO LEARN FFS

 

Dammit cat stop eating my plants.

 

And now she's horking up the aforementioned plants. Of course she is.

 

The WIC system at the grocery store where I work. It works intermittently and not always how it should. It failed tonight in a hour-plus long ordeal that I'm currently trying to come back from.

 

Attempt to pay student loan:
LoanCo: Please Enter Username
Avi: *********
LoanCo: Please enter your PIN
Avi: ... I don't have a PIN, I have a password?
LoanCo: Yes, we know. We changed the accessibility without telling you. Please jump through these fifteen hoops to get a pin and enjoy these error messages along the way! *elevator music*

Now I have a new password, a new PIN and a new username to remember. Thanks.

 

My boyfriend is asleep and my foot is trapped under his butt. And I need to pee.

Am trying to wiggle my foot free by degrees. I'd feel bad for waking him up because he was so tired this evening.

 

Whenever it’s just me and dad if I even mention food or that I’m hungry I get treated to a rant bout how I can “quit whining” and how “I don’t feed you anymore because you’re too difficult” and “why are you even pretending we both know you’re just gonna eat crap” like even if I was clearly asking about whether we had x so that I COULD MAKE IT FOR MYSELF and just. ugh. eating too much energy, making food too much energy, arguing too much energy, so I just don't eat because if I even step into the kitchen it sets him off.
Also my cousin is getting married at the beginning of August and the whole family is coming to California and I didn't find this out until now! And when I was like "hey why didn't you guys tell me?" mom was like "WELL MAYBE IF YOU CHECKED YOUR FACEBOOK" and I have a reason for going on facebook as little as possible! Maybe next time you can tell me things that are important!
(And on a selfish note it really sucks because last year on my birthday they said that we were going to go to the Monterey Bay Aquarium and that kept getting pushed off and pushed off due to time and money and I understand and we were going to go in early August b/c a) we got the tax return and had enough cash, probably and b) my dad's friend who lives in the area is going on vacation then and we could stay in their house but now we can't go and it's stupid and selfish but I just. Really want a birthday present and I haven't had one from my family in years and I haven't had a birthday cake in years and I just really want it because I'm a stupid fucking child)

 

Brain stop being fucking tired you piece of shit you went let's write and then you go let's sleep right away fuck you.

 

Someone on Tumblr made a comment I found unlikely and so I spent three hours reading about stem cells and mouse embryos to determine whether they were wrong. I am not actually in control of my own brain.

But if anyone wants to know whether a woman can reproduce using female bone marrow instead of sperm, I have the answer.

 

Also someone posted on my sister's FB page in the middle of the night asking how her baby belly was coming along, it must be getting big by now! And now everyone and their cousin wants to know if she's pregnant again, but she's still asleep. I saw her last month at her wedding and if she actually is pregnant, she isn't very far along yet and she hasn't announced it and she's lost a lot of pregnancies so she doesn't usually tell FB until it's imminent. That was such an inappropriate thing to say in public and I'm pissed about it.

 

I am pretty sure the answer is no.

 

Tiny annoyance: Power flickered this morning and I have to reset every clock in the house.