Reporting the mods

I was harmed consistently by his actions since then, even after fogging over the memories of him. Are you really going to force me to type the whole thing out when I'm not in good enough shape to handle it, or will you shut up about it simply because I asked.

 

Hey, @Athol Magarac, am I the aforementioned BJ you mentioned (in which case, how did you come across that nickname? Bejeweled City?) Or are you purposefully ignoring my objections to you talking about me? Because I'd like an apology at least for being called crazy, even if nothing else.

 

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Priscilla, alienated me from my entire social circle (1) and killed my ability to ever have an emotional connection again. They proved that no one actually likes me as a person, and my husband is the only one since then that has made the effort to keep a friendship alive, and I've spent our entire marriage just expecting him to get tired of me.

1 (for years afterward, the closest thing I had to a friend was [someone who probably carried a medical diagnosis of retard] who paid me to drive her to school and help her with art projects)

 

for the love of all things good and right on this planet PLEASE get some therapy.

 

It also doesn’t matter, hoping that a gay person dies of AIDS is hateful and homophobic, irrespective of how bad they are.

 

Seconding this. It might just come across as people trying to tell you your feelings aren't valid or that you're delusional, but you've clearly been hurt by many people and that affects your interactions with everyone else. It would be hugely beneficial to work with a professional to untangle that trauma.

 

So we're just changing the subject now? Nice. How about "oh gee wow, it all makes sense now" we're going to stop bothering you about how senseless your hatred is.

 

No, because it still doesn't make sense. The therapy is so that you can let go of something that happened that fucking long ago and have a better way to deal with your everything.

Like, if this you coping? Then you need better coping mechanisms and therapy can help you get those.

 

I'm kinda broken and upset so I'm not sure if Spock tried to talk to me today or if it's just still ringing in my ears from the barrage of the last few days. But I found a quote, and maybe someone's saying it in a language that Spock will understand; hopefully everyone will finally get why I'm getting exponentially more upset with most of Spock's messages.