I hate having A.D.D. i really do. I'm in tears right now. I hate how inadequate i feel when turning in work because i didnt complete til last minute or even if i finish it in time, there is always something missing, i hate how i can never focus on work when i need to and the sense that regardless of how well i am doing, there will always be that lingering feeling that i couldve done more if i had just sit down and concentrated on the task at hand, which i cant do. Even with medication, it feels like its not enough. fuck.
and now i've got a headache from crying... at least i'm calming down a bit now...hate it when emotions hit me hard...
Yeah, my husband is great cause if I start melting down emotionally he always asks first thing if Ive eaten, an half the time the answers no. :/ Eat something and drink water, hopefully you'll feel a lot better about things. :)
Thank you for reminding me earlier. I usually remember to eat regularly (kind have to because I have diabetes) but today was just filled with...with.. with bluh. it was filled with bluh and normally i get over bluh stuff pretty quickly, but today, the thoughts just lingered and it didn't help that I had a paper to turn in earlier and i just took a test as well so they kind of stuck around and made me get worked up. I'm feeling a little better now though.
