Homeless?

So uh. Might end up homeless. I'm already in an emotionally fragile place where I have been honestly trying to patch it up, but I just feel kind of shattered. I have till the 9th of April and I don't know what to do.

I have nowhere to go, my parents are absolutely a Non-Option. just. fuck.

i keep accidentally making myself cry and i haven't bothered eating because i'm so fucking wrecked right now.

I'm a fucking useless depressed fuck, with no job, just now managed to get approved for food stamps, and in general has social issues and prefers to interact on their own terms instead of just random socialization whenever.

I'm trying so hard not to let myself spiral but this is devastating to me. Like. End of the world level. I know it shouldn't be, this happens to people all the time. But I'm always on shaky ground as is no matter what is happening. Just. Fuck. Fuck, fuck, fuck.

 

@Void oh, shit DD:

my paypal is kinda awol atm but if you have any other money transferring things......? i have a venmo account, its an app and its really easy to make if youre up for that, because i would really love to chuck some money at you rn

 

i don't really have any money transferring accounts but i guess i can check out venmo

 

nevermind, "venmo is not available in your area yet"

 

UGHH whaaat that...is really silly, i thought venmo was a universal sorta thing >:( smh

my SO has a working paypal, ill ask him if i can borrow his for this and reimburse him because man, this sucks

are there any shelters in your area?

 

probably, but there is an overcrowding problem afaik. and i have Things and i absolutely am sick to my stomach with the thought of losing what few worldly possessions i have. >: plus i have a dog and i don't think every shelter lets you bring animals

i've got wiwaxia and their mom lookin around to help mostly just. emotionally exhausted from crying and upset.

 

no yeah, definitely :"0 and im glad you have people who are able to help out!! witnessing, and ill def try to shoot some $$ your way

idk where you are currently, but i am in NY and i know my mom's been thinking of fostering a dog.....? so if that becomes a pressing issue and it's feasible wrt distance, i can definitely broach the subject to her :O just hit me up if you need anything, basically, im down to help however im able

 

i'm in washington, so i'm not sure it would be feasible to send him that far. :'c