so in the blue stop signs thread, i think i realized an important thing about my brainweird, something that i think can best be expressed by talking about one of the songs that i find really comforting: night changes by one direction. so i basically realized that a common thread in a lot of the things that upset me, like when kintsugi gets argumentative, is: basically, when things go bad, all of a sudden, with no warning, and it seems as though everything will be destroyed. so yeah, night changes... it's hard to explain but it feels as though these lyrics directly address this worry, as though they put it into words and then reassure me about it. i have no idea what i was aiming for by making this thread, but yeah, the type of worry that one direction addresses in night changes is something i feel a lot and very intensely.
