i don't want to put this in the faces of the unprepared so i'm just gonna put this here on the brain forum which i hope is appropriate. anyway yeah. all i need to say right now is i have really shitty butthurt feelings towards people who complain about their mental illness but they have everything available to help them and are actually able to keep symptoms down for a while. like oh yeah you have therapy and meds and people give a shit when you're sad... that's so rough... or course i know that is a completely fucked up and wrong thing to think for many reasons but there it is stinkin up my personality