OK haha I guess I should do my intro now since i've been posting like crazy i'm luke and apparently I type like Jake English on forums. I'm a 20-yr-old mentally ill trans bum from the boonies and i don't know if i'm actually capable of becoming an artist but that's ok because poverty and uncertainty is my life my main hobbies are drawing, gardening and skateboarding, and generally trying to learn stuff from books and life! I hope i can go to college or maybe even art school someday but first i have to get a job while being trans and keep it while being mentally ill. oh well I have my good sides and my bad sides, i'm very adoring of other people but i can say asshole things out of bitterness, i can be very mean and sensitive and i'm not very smart the people here seem really smart and cool and i hope we'll get along despite my really bad wordskills, shout out to the people who replied to me, every one made me feel great and thanks for being cool to let me talk about sensitive stuff