hey come kill me yourself damn it. lets go, chop chop. i'm waiting. if you aren't here in 15 minutes i'll assume you don't actually mean this and are just being 2edgy on another note: i am glad i decided to eat. also mmm raw radishes are so good??? i am glad i got them. I do wish food was easier to make myself do tho. blarghhhh
Has littlest edgelord been reported? I don't wanna spam but that is not a thing my Jewish ass can deal with in a public vent thread.
Spoiler: money shit, past suicidal ideation grew up with money didn't have an allowance but didn't usually have trouble getting stuff if I asked for it (though I didn't usually ask often) parents are paying for nearly everything while I'm in school, which I recognize is a massive privilege but I can't shake the feeling that it can't last when I went to the hospital against their wishes instead of trying to go back to school suicidal, they threatened to stop paying for school I lost all financial support except for phone and insurance (still a lot) while I was out of school, spent four or five months relying on donations, the odd commission, my brief ability to hold down a job, and friends' kindness now I'm back in school and things have returned to the way they were but I can't stop fucking panicking that if I fuck up again I will lose all support, because I know now that it's conditional on me being a Good Daughter I can't hold down a full-time job, I feel like most of my goodwill with friends has run out I can't afford to fuck up again but I feel like it's only a matter of time
The flatness of her eyes haunts me. It wouldn't be so bad if there wasn't gradient in her hair and fine lines in her blush and shadows, but now. All kinds of little detail, and then. the eyes.
Unrelated to anime girls My head hurts it is pounding in that special way I know a shower would help but no we've got people doing something with the water heater so I gotta wait. Wwehhh.
when they're done the water is going to be hotter so in theory i'm good with being patient until they're properly finished
*blank anime girl smile* They finished an hour ago.... I could have showered then. At least I pinged roomies with my intent to shower when the guys were done, so one of them let me know. And I've showered now. And pain med. And bed. Life advice Ask questions about time frames You might just get to do things sooner.
I'm still grumpy, as the owner of a douchebag crow name, that a random shitlord took on a singular corvidae as a name and used it to be a dick. y b a crow. :C why not be like. A Feral Douchecanoe, littlest edgelord 3.0.