The Executive Dysfunction Cheerleading/Troubleshooting Thread

Why am I not getting up or doing anything. What the fuck is wrong with me

Spoiler: OCD + ED of some sort

I want to pick up meds, research the union bill to figure out how to pay it, pay the therapist and the hospital, read the book I checked out of the library, and, oh, I guess eating something, again, because food only lasts like 6 hours for some fucking reason. Why can't I only eat once a week. This is a pain in the ass.

 

It'd be nice to get anything whatsoever done, honestly, and I'm trying to hold onto that. Probably the next item of business is getting to my parents' house, given that my food supplies at home are, shall we say, "limited" right now, and also I was going to go through them for the medical bills.

...what stopped me? I was going to leave.

OH YEAH clothing, I gotta figure out clothing. Why does everything have to have so many steps?

 

Well, I'm dressed... and officially sleepy. It is 1730, brain. You do not get to be sleepy yet. I have to either buy food or get to my parents' house, or falling asleep may actually be dangerous. Doctors are dealt with until Monday. Bills are... not going to do anything with themselves until I have food. I GOTTA FUCKING GET UP.

(Brain: dun wanna)

 

Food and two or three bills, actually; I owe the doctor, the therapist, and my parents themselves. Maybe even all of them depending on what’s going on with the union (if they require a credit card, my parents don’t know I have one, so it’s best to ask them to do it).

But it’s also a set of things I’d dearly like to put off, because fuck being at my parents’ house.

Regardless, I type this as I perambulate paterward.

 

Yep. And the sooner I’m there, the sooner I can leave; it’s still possible I won’t have to spend the night there.

Ooh, totally missed “progenitorward” in the last post. I’ll edit that when I’m on my computer again.

 

And the things I added really weren’t unreasonable; I’m set up to stop by my former workplace on the way, and I already have my meds. The problem was failure to prioritize clearly enough to get up.

 

man, if i had a dollar for every day i’ve wasted sitting around doing fuckall because everything was too important to do first... :P kudos on getting yourself into motion!

 

Well, there’s also the issue that I should probably have a caretaker and/or a wheelchair; I can’t always get up even when I have the will. But executive dysfunction isn’t not a problem, you know?

The most effective thing for me getting up is rolling over a few times, then mapping the floor and just falling out of bed. Potential energy. But juggling all my Things (objects, priorities, information) is another struggle.

 

Taxes! Filed!!

 

Hell yeah!!!


Can someone page me in like 8 to 12 hours to see if ive gone to the store for paper towels and such

Thank

 

@Everett have you gone to the store?

 

if someone could page me in an hour to make sure I've cleaned the rat cage I'd really appreciate it

 

i got home, remembered, and went to the store, thank for checking in

 

@Charlie rat cage!

 

@bushwah
Thank you, I did it! The rats are happier now

 

I GOTTA LEAVE FOR THERAPY

but moving I am not