bandit king of lunch and string

as in, you can just dig thru the bottom of the world?

 

is there a bedrock ceiling? or a surface?

 

yikes! cheap way to get lava early game tho, if you're careful. :D

 

AAAA I LOVE IT SO MUCH THANK YOU!

i've watched a lot of her videos and they always make me happy, but this one is the absolute best. lamb and puppies! squooshy bulky yarn! dyeing with berries! WARMEST CLOAK!!!

what an excellent thing, i'm so delighted!

 

i think the last i saw was about six months ago, so it sounds like there are treats in store for me.

 

i'm an absolute nonentity today. i am having a passive-aggressive mutual ignoring relationship with food and sleep. i miss my parents but i absolutely cannot do a voice call today and they refuse to use texts. i have no gifts for anyone and i'm not sure i can even spend more than a half hour or so downstairs.

but here's the neat thing: people understand and aren't giving me grief for it. that's so rare and good.

so a few friends are going to try to drop by if they can, we're going to have sushi and cookies, and we'll do our actual chrismahannukwanzayule whatever celebration in january, when barb is back and aud is over her flareup and i'm not having wild yo-yo energy swings from prednisone and irregular nutritions. we can do that. holidays are for people, not the other way round.

happy christmas everyone. <3

 

i slept like a dead thing for about 6 hours, sweated through my pillow, flipped it over, had a weird dream about single combat in a supermarket, sweated through the pillow from the other side, and woke up feeling 900% better.

i think a lot of the whole energy yo-yo and insomnia and extra-super-annoying food-aversion came from whatever germ i just killed with fire.

today all my usual Acceptable Foods seem perfectly acceptable, and i just made salmon and tossed some noodles in the cooking butter and it was very satisfactory. when my meds kick in i'm going to drag seebs to the greenhouse to splash in the pool. it's our anniversary!

 

Oh! Happy anniversary!!!

 

WELP. the germ has rallied. i didn't defeat it, only beat it into a temporary retreat, and it came back harder than before. i lay down for just a moment to gather my strength before swim time, and within like ten minutes i could barely roll over. dropped off to sleep for more of that exciting fever dream action, was awakened by @Vast Derp and @rainbowbarnacle bringing burritos. now i'm nodding off again.

this sucks. i wanted to anniversary.

also wow, i am really ver y sick. it's a little scary. @seebs come tuck me in and pet my terible mad science hair.

 

meenah woke me up by politely nuzzling my face and going "ih!" because the other girls ate all her food, so i'm going to see if i can play a little minecraft without falling asleep again. fingers crossed for not getting a sore throat for reals.

 

the Sleepy Sweaty Ick just goes on and on. i slept so much i can't anymore, but i can't quite wake up either. it's a weird limbo feeling. but i'm not gonna complain TOO hard because i'm not coughing up a lung or puking and the headache's not that bad. it's honestly less upsetting than a standard flu. it's just... weird, and i don't have the measure of it.

also it's hard to keep fed and hydrated because vertigo and stairs are a bad combo.

 

do you know if the ablation helped with inflammation at all? i'm p sure i'm going to do it whether it does or not, because removing one of my perpetual exclamation points would improve quality of life significantly. but it's inflammation that's doing the whole systemic perpetual crud, with the fatigue and insomnia and stiffness and al that.