Breaking Benjamin (NSFW, 18+)

He flinches from her kiss. It feels like he should be shivering, going numb with cold, but it just keeps going on and on.

He tries to smile shakily back at her, eyes wide. "... Yes. I... I missed you."

 

"Very good," she says, petting his hair, smile thin and vicious. "Maybe you'll even learn not to flinch next time, hmm?"

 

"... If you don't... like it." He swallows hard. "Anything you want."

 

"Good," she smiles. "Did you sleep well? Nice dreams?" Her fingers trail down his chest, along his stomach.

 

"... No," he whispers. "I... Not good dreams."

He can't stifle his moan as her hands move, down lower. Oh, god.

 

"...good." she smiles. "I don't expect you will for a long time."

 

"Why... Why not?" He swallows hard, terrified.

 

"Because I'm not done," she hums, lowering her hands to toy with his cock. "We have quite a ways to go. I hope you enjoyed the... respite."

 

He's hardening against her fingers, even as he gasps in panic. "... you left me alone and starving for three days."

 

"I know~" She beams, voice enthusiastic. "...and that's a vacation from what I'm planning for you next."

She moves to straddle his hips, hair falling in a curtain. "So I hope you enjoyed the lack of pain while you had it. It's going to be your one spot of hope in a sea of misery for a very, very long time."

She kisses his nose, smiling affectionately down at him.

 

He stares up at her, like an animal caught in a cage, too afraid to fight or try to pull away. "... please, don't," he whispers.

He's afraid that she's going to hurt him again. He's afraid of a lot of things. He has a feeling she plans to ride him like a pony, just for fun, and he can't even keep his cock from getting hard at the thought.

He whimpers, holding stock-still, as if he were still on the rack.

 

"Sorry, not sorry. Gingersnap," she grins crookedly. "It's necessary."

There's lace pressing against him, and that's the only thing that she has on her that can beg any attempt at modesty. She tosses her hair over one shoulder. "But it's going to be fun for me."

 

"... necessary?"

He can't help staring at her pale body, the way she moves on top of him. He hugs himself, trying to look away, giving a little sob. Please, no. Not like this. Not with her.

 

"Necessary," she replies, trailing her fingers along his skin. "Look at me, Gingersnap."

 

He hesitates before looking, eyes wide and panicked. She's so cold, pushing inside him, using him. He didn't think he could feel more violated, but... He does.

 

She leans down and kisses him, slow and hungry.

 

He lets her push her tongue into his mouth, unresisting. He closes his eyes, breathing fast with panic. He can't stop himself from wanting it. Why can't he stop?

 

She curls her fingers through his hair, sighing. "...mmmnh. I suppose I should wait, though... so many things to do.."

 

He cringes, looking up at her. Is she... stopping?

 

She kisses his cheek, slipping to her feet. "Come on. Time to get back to work, Halverson..."