tarot's still giving good news, so here's hoping it continues to be correct. contacted my pcp about mammogram and asked if she wanted any other tests or bloodwork or anything done. apparently insurance might be finicky about it because I'm only 31, but we shall see. I'm anxious for the trans clinic to contact me, I'm so hype I just want to streamline stuff as much as I can so I'm rolling right along. took a short walk earlier bc I forgot my inhaler and HUFFPUFF my chunky butt was out of breath 2x faster than usual, exercised earlier and continuing to do so. slower today than yesterday tho because sore, but that means I'm doing it right if the muscles are tired so Hell yeah. still going 8llllll @ amazon not showing when my shipment date will be for that bike i ordered, but trying to be patient. it's been 2 weeks tho... and not a word.... fingers crossed it comes Someday lmfao. the calorie counting is difficult. I can do the math, but it's difficult in the "eating enough and not skimping even tho i want to"/"I feel guilty at certain numbers" line. Today I'm aaaat.... lemme see. about 1400 and I've got my 300 for my dinner drink. so not perfect but still under 2k and I'm exercising more than usual so little bits are doing things to my metabolism I hope. I'm trying to just stick to "under 2k" as a baseline and not worry or hyperfixate but fuck is it difficult. cmon brain, we're doing good rn, don't fuck this up for me.