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Good morning today is a "feel sad about Nimue" kind of day.

Thinkin' bout those parallels. Thinkin' about how got I really got, once again.

 

Once again I am angry about fanpol literally ruining fandom for me. It's been six years, but being put in the goddamn hospital is still somehow not enough time to get over it.

I feel so whiny and paranoid I s2g

 

Like it's pretty simple -- I don't want to be accused of being a sex pest. It's literally impossible to tell what in fandom will make people accuse me of being a sex pest. Doing anything in fandom that draws attention to myself has the possibility of drawing the attention of people who would accuse me of being a sex pest for displeasing them in any way, such as contradicting their headcanons.

 

And I am nothing if not insistent on my headcanons.

 

Look, I already thought Mia Mulder was hot and then she just spends like. Half the Transvestigations video without a shirt and I ammmmmmmmmmm

women.

 

I would say I'm looking respectfully but I'm really not. She's just gorgeous and I'm mad

 

I need to get the Bladelore stuff out somehow. I need to.

 

Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck

I'm gonna throw up

 

Having a "nausea and muscle spasms" kinda migraine

 

When a man is emotional and his voice cracks.

'S the good food.

 

I am put in this world exclusively to drink bad coffee.

 

Sometimes you have a brain, and it combines things in well-meaning but nevertheless cursed ways, and you have to go tell your friends immediately because you're an evil genius.

And sometimes it does that and you go "ah. I know exactly what caused this, and I will be telling to absolutely nobody about it"

 

An argument could be made that I've been reading too much office lady yuri :|

 

I spoke about the thing to a couple of friends and it has a name now -- None AU with Left Gun.

Have fun parsing out what that means.

 

The author of the Young Wizards series: *calls people "cousin"*

Me: !!!!! :)!!!!!

 

Posted fic! Took me a year to write but I posted it!!

 

Sooooooo.

Comment Assist is out.

Now to figure out what threads it's supposed to go here because obviously I don't want people to think I'm picking the leave-comments fight again :|c

 

I mean I have mellowed out on it, realising that lurkers are allowed to exist. I also got, like, a bunch of pushback from people thinking I think all comments are is "extra kudos", which made me realise that perhaps sometimes people are just jerks.

But I do realise that I was very strict and rude about it because I was riding the high of feeling like I'd come about a Solution(tm).

It's a struggle. I think I've made something genuinely useful and the enthusiasm people have shown for having and using Rekudo has been really heartening, and I think -- as bad as some of the prompts are -- that this is another step to lowering the comment floor.

 

I want people to compliment me on my fic!

(I need to write the fic first)

 

How do I flirt with girls.

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