Discussion in 'Your Bijou Blogette' started by townghost, May 10, 2020.
well that therapist gave up on me fast
i haven’t gotten up yet
she’s a lesbian but they’re like... that’s not real
i’m trying to raise my vibration by listening to youtube videos
my room is like... messy but there’s not enough furniture so i just keep throwing stuff out so i don’t have to look at it
i am depressed because
1. i saw ruben
2. they asked me to quit dsa because it’s a betrayal of the revolution.
3. my cat died.
4. i started a new med and it sucks.
5. ??? it could be anything
oh yeah, coronavirus
coronavirus actually seems minimal compared to what i’ve been through
i need to
2. get caffeine in the form of hot coffee because that’s my drug of choice
3. get some exercise
if i do that everything will be fine
wow this is so boring i’m sorry my blog sucks :(
raise your vibrations...
oh the other reason i’m depressed. this is a huge reason. i gained weight
im not supposed to talk about depression on here though
i’m in the shower room. are you ready for bare minimum theater?
Oh soap, I love you. You make my ass smell like it doesn’t know what poop is!
why can’t i just joyfully write and draw whatever the fuck i want
i want to listen to happy music
looking around for my people but i cannot find shit
did all the things
i decided to bleach dye one black hoodie since it was fading anyway
i ... i got the milk
i had a really good time with another trans guy and i want more... is this a roundabout way of being lesbian
i noticed even worse that i act totally different towards different people... also... i just have random people in my life, not the people i want
there’s no... identity... no direction whatsoever... i’m just adapting
i would be a terrible partner all i want to do is just fuck and cuddle and i don’t work... and i don’t work out
as i take this concerta more and more i seem to be able to build more of a chronological narrative of my past? even though it’s triggering i seem to remember more and more details and everything is one step after the other . maybe it is helping? i need to talk to my psychiatrist
i haven’t really done anything yet today other than lay here experiencing emotions
bro it sucks because my issues are like the money maker so i cant really talk about them in public. unless im ratting on somebody for ruining my entire life
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