he needs some milk

when they try to touch the fox and the fox bites... bro what did you expect

 

the way i use the internet just replicates the many different ways i talk to myself in different personalities in my head

why can’t i get better...

 

it takes me a really long time to realize obvious things like...i'm trans attracted

 

in retrospect that’s really obvious. like all of the dramatic posing and posturing as some savior of trans men. it’s just repressed homosexuality

 

i feel like trans people get way too close and intimate way too soon. it scares me

 

"i feel like in this age of the internet, focus is a very important thing."

that's very true

 

my art is is this stream, i drew the cat

Spoiler: my art

 

i have ass backwards boundaries. i make a statement about myself and then refuse to discuss it. that's why i try to come off as very dark and mysterious. but i don't have to anyway because i'm an enigma. i'm like 5 people at any given time and i switch sets.

 

my child teen self is karkat and my old man self is captain harlock... i hope to be like him one day

 

karkat is like.. BABY me. its not a good identity for me because it's a fragile personality

 

harlock is a good adult me because he contains mature aspects of cartcat..... he greives, he mourns, he's alone... but he still cares for others and fights for his freedom. he actually does shit and doesn't let any of his people get hurt.

 

i have a fascination with harlock because this series appeared for me during a time when i was experiencing loss.. :) it shows a deep (gay) friendship and loss, and love and proper greiving and honoring your feelings without hurting anyone and turning it into a positive.

 

anyway moving on... dude this boy has beepy disease. i dont want a relationship with another beep. LMAO

(borderline personality disorder)

 

you were just trying to be an asshole but now i really am writing a book!

 

i’m gonna be practicing making my speech style less feminine, more closed off and more funny. i’ll try to cut out the aggressive violence more.

but you need to know

i’m a man

i have boundaries

i don’t need to discuss shit with you

 

i love the image of a spider... that’s what i’m doing. i’m charlotte’s web up in here . spinning a story

 

slaps

 

nobody cares